It kinda snook up on me. All of a sudden. It was this thing i signed up for, this event in my future. Something some folks think i'm mad for doing. Something i just talked about and trained for. Now, its right there, i can smell it. Its so close the hairs that are standing up on the back of my neck are touching it! I'm scared.
I lost a little focus the last fortnight and my training reduced. It was a little to do with the half marathon, and a little to do with this silly 18 week training programme. You see, this TP, if i were to follow it, has me doing less than i had been doing, training for Pwllheli. So with my recovery from the HM, the weekend away and the stupid TP officially starting on Monday just gone, i allowed myself to slack. I lost focus, i started thinking about my Olympic tri instead of my first one. Walk before you can run Stephanie. Get through the sprint before concentrating on the Olympic.
It was important to plan for the Olympic distance, but i need to focus on up coming events just as much. I have a swimming lesson tomorrow. A lady at work is a swimming instructor so i asked if she would give me some pointers. I had planned on paying her but she said she was doing it for free. I'd still like to give her some money but now i don;t know how much. Maybe i should judge it on how much i think she helps me ;)
The word is FOCUS